And now, something completely serious

I spoke to my Neurologist yesterday. He is not happy that my dizziness is not improving with the PT. He wants me to get a spinal tap done.
Now, if I ever wanted to throw a tantrum, crawl into a ball, suck my thumb and wet my panties, it would have been exactly the time he said "Spinal Tap".

And it is not the pseudo rock group....

I have had to have 5 taps done in the past 15 years. From the first one I found I get frantic and cannot deal with it. I mean CANNOT DEAL WITH IT.
#4 I almost kicked my then neurologist in the nuts it hurt so much.

#5 I had to be given IV light sedation and have it done under floroscope. I still wimpered and cried and according to the radiologist, cursed the day he was born.

So, #6 will be the middle of October.

SHIT.