I spend an hour with my therapist and she helped me get my three year old child under control. After the paralyzing fear and anxiety eased off a bit, I put all the paperwork I had to do into a bag, took it and Jazzy up to my folks.
I actually got in a small dinner. Inside of an eggroll and an ounce of chicken lo mein. I attempted a bite of a donut but that didn't go well.
Think of a dry sponge going into a small wet pouch. OUCH.

After I regained myself and the sponge went down finally,
I sat my butt down at my mothers writing desk and started to go through the papers.
It took me three hours but I have all my envelopes and checks to go with them done and ready for mailing.
I have my application for Empire Blue Individual health insurance ready to go out on the 15th so it will start as of Nov 1. I am just waiting on a letter of continuous coverage from my current insurance provider.
I have envelopes made out to the medical records dept. of the various hospitals I have been in. I just have to pen a letter to them with the proper information so they can send me all my medical records. I fear that expense will be huge.

Tomorrow mom and I go see apts. We discussed the possibility of renting a house if the price was right. It is not out of the realm of possibility.