Friday, October 06, 2006

Pain

Pain is an amazing thing.
It makes being nice very very difficult.

I use to deal with pain and the emotions by eating.
I turned it inside and made it my fault for everything.

I am not doing that anymore. This shit is not my fault.
I do not deserve it. I am not turning inward. I am turning my anger outward and that is really scarey.

Today was again just one of those karma crappy days. The last straw was and forgive the TMI, when my damn ostomy appliance opened up and everything ran down my leg.

I was at my folks so no embarassment from the outside. I just looked up at the sky and told the powers that be, "You win"

The day went better after that.

I am going to try and post a pic of my hair cut I got. I was just going for a trim but let my hair dresser lady have fun. I love it.

Lets see if I can do this...


Personally, I think I look kick ass georgeous....

5 comments:

SilverValley said...

Holy Shit!

Way to go pretty lady!

Anonymous said...

You ARE beautiful...inside and out.
I love you precious young lady:kiss:
Bess

Anonymous said...

Sandgee,

You look amazing. Congratulations on all your progress. Keep up the good work. :)

Jennifer (JENDF)

Sandgee said...

Jennifer!!!!!!!!!!!
How nice to hear from you.

Thank you so much for your words.

And of course to momma Bess!!

hearts and hugs.

Anonymous said...

Great cut. Good style. I think you are doing great. Judy/Peanut